It is absolutely amazing how a few days can bring about a huge outlook on things. Thursday, I was psyched that we had paid off $2600ish in a month. On top of the world.
This weekend, I went to a flea market with my mother to try to sell sale items I had left over from my wedding. It was slow at times, so I used the time to go over our budget and calculate different debt payoff situations. It is depressing how long it will take us to pay off this crap. I just can't help but think in my mind how our situation would be so much better if I had only done this or that. Sigh.
My dang $450 is student loan payments could have been completely prevented. Why did I have to chose the stupid private college where I was ultimately miserable?! If I would have chosen a state school, my scholarship would have covered EVERYTHING. I would have no student loan debt rather than $35,000 and no degree to even show for it yet. I am just so dissapointed and disgusted in myself right now.
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